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Paranoid

from Chasing Sounds by Carverton

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It's me again
The gins much sweeter now
Do you remember when
I said I'm losing what I found
It's been a week since then
I haven't found it yet
But I hope I find it soon

She hasn't called
We haven't spoken much like
Like none at all
Feels like we're always losing touch
See I was ten feet tall
And now I'm just a wreck
And I know she don't feel it too

No I don't wanna go upstairs
Cuz there's bad things living up there
And it's tearing away at my heart
Cuz every time I look around all I ever see are

Perfect memories in picture frames
Slowly drowning in my tears, they fall like rain
You can tell me if I sound insane
I'm alright, I'm just trying to be fine
Tell me I'm paranoid

I call my dad once every week or two to
Talk about the bad, he always helps me think things through
He doesn't know I'm sad, cuz I can't tell the truth
And I don't wanna do that to him or my mom

Dancing with my demons
I've been dreaming, screaming
Shaking as I'm waking I'm forsaken I'm complacent man it's been taking over me
Just to keep my sanity, just to keep my decency cuz every single frequency is freaking seeking me

No I don't wanna go upstairs
Cuz there's bad things living up there
And it's tearing away at my heart
Cuz every time I look around all I ever see are

Perfect memories in picture frames
Slowly drowning in my tears, they fall like rain
You can tell me if I sound insane
I'm alright, I'm just trying to be fine
Tell me I'm paranoid

If I die before I wake
Save my soul for momma's sake
Lord I'm not ready to die
Let me stay just one more night
If I die before I wake
Save my soul for momma's sake
Lord I'm not ready to die
Let me stay just one more night
If I die before I wake
Play my songs at heaven's gate
Lord I'm not ready to die
I don't wanna say goodbye
Lord I'm not ready to die
Lord I'm not ready to die
Lord I'm not ready to die
Let me stay so I can fix my

Perfect memories in picture frames
Slowly drowning in my tears, they fall like rain
You can tell me if I sound insane
I'm alright, I'm just trying to be fine
Tell me I'm paranoid

It's me again, I'm barely conscious now
It might be a sin, but I hate you so so much right now
I don't know where you've been
But I could use your help and I hope I find you soon
I hope I find you soon
I hope I find you soon

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from Chasing Sounds, released February 18, 2019

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Carverton is an American Pop/Rock band currently residing in Nashville, Tennessee.

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